I do not know what happens to me I feel strange, chased by my fears ... really weird? by the time blamed the fall, cold in the morning ... distance, loneliness ... finally! I blame someone ...
What can feel like ... speak to the loneliness and miss you so much my love ... I blame that I did not understand, I'm selfish ... but often left me overcome the problems, he says I'm drowning in a glass of water ... I just can not stand the loneliness ... until I get to feel a burden ... strong, but well I feel, therefore, today I went to a psychologist, looking for answers, the courage to confront, to assume ... things that only achievement at times ... response to my first session? relaxation techniques, see the world from another perspective, out of myself and see what happens to me as if it happened to other ... results? I felt ridiculous, as they read it, my problems are nothing compared to others, there are many simple things you enjoy so much you can do for others without anything, only you ... you feel that others happy with your mere presence, it's cute! I'm ashamed to have such nonsense, but I do it to make a mark for when the silly me again, so back to read me, to laugh at the minimum things that happen to me ...
psychologist sent me to the house, says I must learn to control my emotions, I have nothing in comparison is with others, until I could say so myself, but I was so close that he could not .. . said I enjoy my life as is, with high and low that enjoyed my love, and when they would mourn, do so without fear ... that has nothing wrong, that not everything can go as you want, hahaha that perna, if that even a child can tell me, but when one shuts, shuts and there's no who you open your eyes ... I said so: but a child of God! you got a man who loves you for lo que me cuentas y te enojas con él por semejante tontera que a mi parecer no se dió cuenta que te afectaría!!! pero niña!!! si fueras mi hija te diría unas cuantas verdades, pero seamos serios, estamos en una consulta, sigue hablando, cuando quieras, te digo mi diagnóstico...
jejeje, quería darme Alprazolam para mi insomnio, pero fue tal mi toma de conciencia, que no compré las pastillas, mejor me compré un pasaje y me voy a Santiago, a ver a la cosa más linda que me dió la vida, el dueño de mis versos, de mis palabras, de mi aire, mi sueño, mi realidad, el hombre de mi vida... mi tesoro... espero le guste la sorpresa...
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