Friday, March 31, 2006

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things happen to me ...

I do not know what happens to me I feel strange, chased by my fears ... really weird? by the time blamed the fall, cold in the morning ... distance, loneliness ... finally! I blame someone ...
What can feel like ... speak to the loneliness and miss you so much my love ... I blame that I did not understand, I'm selfish ... but often left me overcome the problems, he says I'm drowning in a glass of water ... I just can not stand the loneliness ... until I get to feel a burden ... strong, but well I feel, therefore, today I went to a psychologist, looking for answers, the courage to confront, to assume ... things that only achievement at times ... response to my first session? relaxation techniques, see the world from another perspective, out of myself and see what happens to me as if it happened to other ... results? I felt ridiculous, as they read it, my problems are nothing compared to others, there are many simple things you enjoy so much you can do for others without anything, only you ... you feel that others happy with your mere presence, it's cute! I'm ashamed to have such nonsense, but I do it to make a mark for when the silly me again, so back to read me, to laugh at the minimum things that happen to me ...
psychologist sent me to the house, says I must learn to control my emotions, I have nothing in comparison is with others, until I could say so myself, but I was so close that he could not .. . said I enjoy my life as is, with high and low that enjoyed my love, and when they would mourn, do so without fear ... that has nothing wrong, that not everything can go as you want, hahaha that perna, if that even a child can tell me, but when one shuts, shuts and there's no who you open your eyes ... I said so: but a child of God! you got a man who loves you for lo que me cuentas y te enojas con él por semejante tontera que a mi parecer no se dió cuenta que te afectaría!!! pero niña!!! si fueras mi hija te diría unas cuantas verdades, pero seamos serios, estamos en una consulta, sigue hablando, cuando quieras, te digo mi diagnóstico...
jejeje, quería darme Alprazolam para mi insomnio, pero fue tal mi toma de conciencia, que no compré las pastillas, mejor me compré un pasaje y me voy a Santiago, a ver a la cosa más linda que me dió la vida, el dueño de mis versos, de mis palabras, de mi aire, mi sueño, mi realidad, el hombre de mi vida... mi tesoro... espero le guste la sorpresa...

Friday, March 24, 2006

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I dreamed ...


As I lay in a bed at sea.
Bewitched by mosses and linens
arms had harassed pilgrims
waves threw me in passing.

fought against my flesh chance.
Water ... anger, dizziness and wine ...
amused with fine edges
of my hips, white patient.

Then: serious, pale, insereno,
came as the sea always reaches
and your eyes made me feel.

God himself could not be separated:
when a wave of others made you
walked into my legs to the sea.

So
my breasts like freshly cut ice,
on flat water in your chest.
My shoulders open under your shoulders.
And you, floating in my nakedness.

spread my arms and held your breath.
Pudistes desceñir
my dream for the sky rested on my forehead.
Tributaries of your rivers were my rivers.
sailed on together, you were my candle
and I took him over seas hidden.

And so ...
touch to kiss

moisture to silence you grow up in tenderness,
you pour into greed, learn from your hands

my deepest glow,
and drink in your saliva
my salts and my scent ...

Thursday, March 16, 2006

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In those days before my monthly visit, it seems that everything begins to turn black, start to feel swollen, with some kind of unusual energy, with the urge to do something, but I have very clear what it is. It also hurts my breasts, my mouth dry and makeup does not erase the dark circles I usually only notice. But more unusual is that most of the time do not know the reason and, of course, the discomfort begins to contaminate all areas of my everyday life (I like it short, I hit hehe ...). psychology
These physical changes are the first symptoms of premenstrual stress syndrome that appears in 80% of women in fertile period. Every month, before menstruation, female hormones levels drop sharply and the body, who was with them for three weeks, becomes unbalanced, causing a drastic change in the general state of upset and produces a temporary episode of stress.
Stress is the body's natural response to conditions that disrupt the physical and emotional balance. Is the physiological, psychological and behavioral of a person who seeks to adapt to both internal and external pressures. Then, under pressure from the new internal setting, all the external and the everyday becomes threatening and start feeling a scale of difficulty and inability to solve, like when I'm with the flu and I continue to attend classes, cleaning, doing my classes student, studying, doing the toilet, feeling that this "sacrifice" nobody cares.
But what are the symptoms of premenstrual stress?
one hand have biological stress, the symptoms are the little pain that back and breasts. Also fluid retention, the famous swelling, abdominal distension, and bloody body weight gain ... And the headaches, increased appetite, especially for sweet, and fatigue under a Stateof hypoglycemia.
But in this period is also present psychological stress, which will manifest anxiety, mood swings cursed and I understand ... are inevitable!, irritability and impatience, and a temporary state of depression, other depressive ... including crying easily, confusion, social dysfunction and insomnia. In response to all this, there are mixed feelings as love, hate, anger, affection, sadness and joy, accompanied by anxiety and guilt that, in combination, are the perfect ingredients of misery.
It is obvious that those around us, especially men, do not understand and com Ienzo to defend the social stress produce and that women tend to be criticized, even mocked mannered ... "Should be in those days," is to say the least that any change in our mood. If even a commercial ironic situation. remember "I take the salt?"
are so complicated that women o. .. so complicated I? ay! I like rich better chololate ... mmmm .... it relaxes me but the cold ... this does not happen with anything ... I hate that my pressure to drop that much, then a coffee and chocolate, then to school and home early ... test tomorrow ... mmm nevertheless I am happy to return to the U, he missed this whole world of pedagogy ... jejeje
But I still have my doubts ... Who we frequently do not understand if we did it ourselves??
PD: it is the harvest festival in Curico ... lol cheers glasses of wine, glasses of wine ... mmmmm

Friday, March 10, 2006

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ssssssshhhhhh is an exquisite secret ...




Exactly, only I look around here to tell you I'm happy, very happy in the arms of my beloved .. . lol a couple of days ... a quasi-holiday hehehe ... exquisite ... if it is with him ... everything is spectacular ... I'm happy, very happy.
Next week I return signals, for now, I get lost in the night Santiaguina and aromas, its beos, his touch .... mmmmmm